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Gorgeous writing as always Lucy; these things can polarise & even be written in extreme and black and white ways but you have a way of capturing the grey and the complexity... xx

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Thank you lovely! Life can be so many shades of grey & they’re all worth exploring.

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Love this! I’m younger than you - about to turn 30 - and have never wanted children, so I’m aware that my starting point in this discussion is very different. I’ve written before about how it only occurred to me very recently that I could choose something to do ‘instead’ of getting married and having kids (I’d love to get married but have had almost no luck on the dating scene to date, pun not intended), and that’s part of the ‘30 on purpose’ which is driving me at the moment - I’ve just moved from Scotland to Bristol and I’m planning to take a year out of paid work to go back to uni. My godmother doesn’t have kids (I’ve never asked her how she feels about it) and that’s meant that I have always had an alternative role model available to me from childhood, which I am incredibly grateful for.

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Hi Lily, thank you for your comment. It’s interesting thinking about the ‘instead of’ idea. I’m definitely exploring that. Also I am god mother to 2 children and I hope I can be a role model to them, whatever their path in life. Good luck with uni and I hear Bristol is great right now!

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As a 65-year-old who has never looked back on being childfree by choice, I'd argue that the choice should be to have children, not to not have them. I know far too many people who did what was expected without really thinking it through, and though no one will ever say it out loud, have regrets. I have freedom that transcends empty nesterhood, financial security, flexibility, and great and numerous friends and relationships. And I get a great night's sleep most nights.

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That’s such a good point re the choice should be to have them.

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How about hearing from parents as well who can tell you unequivocally that having children is vastly overrated. I applaud your honesty and heartfelt considerations.

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Thank you, M! I have massive respect for parents too. It can be a tough job.

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Love this! I was always on the fence about kids, whilst being too busy enjoying the benefits that freelance work and financial security allowed. Then I accidentally got pregnant about 3 weeks after my wedding and now have a 19 month old who woke me up at 5am today whilst both of us are loaded with cold. I am envious of your life whilst still feeling content with my own, and I suppose that’s healthy. I’d absolutely kill for a duvet day (goose down, naturally) today, mind you.

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Thank you Lauren and congratulations on having your little one. I hope your colds go away soon.

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Thanks for being here, Lucy. This is so helpful, and even you saying that other people need to hear this helps a lot. I'm having a day where I am feeling like, well... I went out for a walk with my dog on this beautiful afternoon, and it's families all over the Seawall. I find myself telling myself, "Everyone else has kids. What are you going to do with your life now? What are you going to do when you're old(er)? Will I just always feel sad because kids didn't happen?" And so on. But I came home and found you today, and am so grateful for you and your Honesty Box. I know I will still have afternoons like this, but knowing you and this community exist, makes a world of difference.

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Thank you, Yvonne. How nice to wake up to your post. There are ups and downs all the time, I think. And I get that 'everyone else' has this or that type feeling. It's a cliche, but I've learned to be in the moment, to understand that it's extremely hard work having young kids, and to seek out older (and wiser) women, like Jody Day, who also has a Substack. I'm still trying to figure out the answer to 'what now?' but I think we all are! Sending love.

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Loved this, thank you

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Thank you, Marianne! And for subscribing too.

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Great article and well balanced as always Lucy! With regard to having kids a one-size-fits-all approach is clearly not appropriate. Unfortunately, it will take some time before the general public sees it that way but the UK is certainly much better in that respect compared to many other countries.

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Thank you Ilias! Yes I think the UK may be more progressive. We are fortunate to live in a country where men and women can thrive without feeling they have to have a family to do so.

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